Dear mom,
How are you? I hope you always fine there.
Mom, I miss you. It's been 6 months since your gone. I feel so lonely here mom. I can't hear your loud voice to waking me up every morning anymore. I can't see your beautiful, charming and lovely face anymore. I can't sharing my experience about school, friends or whatever.

Where are you mom? I wanna go there too. As soon as possible.

Do you know how much I love you mom? I love you more than words could ever describe.

I'M ALONE AND LONELY MOM

May 18, 2013

I played the sims 3. One of my character died. I'm so sad because he is my favorite sim, his name is Jarvis and he is a vampire. He died because thirsty.


May 19, 2013

In dawn, maybe at 5. My auntie Yanti, uncle Pur, grandma Nani knocked the door. I was so surprised why they came to my house in the middle of dawn. They cried. And they told me that my Mom passed away last night, at 11pm. My heart stopped beating.

"Oh my God! My mom gone?! What?! Tell me that's not true! It's just a dream right? A very very bad dream. I wanna wake up God, please"

My Mom died in Malang. RSI Dinoyo at 11pm. Her body sent by plane from Surabaya to Bandung. Then use ambulance. Nguiing nguiing nguiing. I was trauma by that sound.
The body came, I couldn't see her face because everything about bath and "pengkafanan" has done in Malang.
Soon, we go to Tanjungsari to cemetery. My Mom rest in peace beside my grandpa's grave. Goodbye Mom, I always love ! :)

The last time I saw her is on April, celebrate her last birthday in hospital. 45 years old.
I don't know why she's gone too fast. Leave me. Leave my sis and bros. Leave my dad.
Til this time I can't face the reality :')

my lil bro & sista

Immy :*

my lovely fam :)

yummy :3

On this holiday I decide to didn't go to Bojonegoro with my mommy and little brother. So I stay at home with my elder brother and sister. Oh! One week without my Mommy? :(

Asik-asik pekerjaan aku ga sia-sia. Rumah-rumahan hasil karyaku dipajang di perpus. Yeyeye =))
Kata ade aku, rumah-rumahan yg bagus dipajang di kelas masing-masing. Terus yg paling bagus dipajang di perpus. Kalo yg jelek dibawa ke rumah *kasian banget*

Bangga banget gitu lho

Hadooh hari ini cape beud (ala Okta). Dari jam 1 siang ampe jam 10 malem aku ngerjain tugas ade aku. Contoh kaka yg baik =))

Bukan cuma tugas biasa lho. Tapi TLB (Tugas Luar Biasa), yaitu bikin rumah-rumahan dari stik eskrim.

Tangan aku penuh lem. Jempol sakit gara-gara ngegunting stik eskrim. Kenapa bisa sakit? Ya iyalah secara gitu stik eskrim tuh keras, otomatis perlu tenaga ekstra buat ngeguntingnya

Setelah melalui banyak tahapan, akhirnya jadi. "This is it, home sweet home ala Kubing"

Meskipun nguras tenaga, pikiran, waktu, dan hati tapi aku ikhlas ko :)

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