May 18, 2013

I played the sims 3. One of my character died. I'm so sad because he is my favorite sim, his name is Jarvis and he is a vampire. He died because thirsty.


May 19, 2013

In dawn, maybe at 5. My auntie Yanti, uncle Pur, grandma Nani knocked the door. I was so surprised why they came to my house in the middle of dawn. They cried. And they told me that my Mom passed away last night, at 11pm. My heart stopped beating.

"Oh my God! My mom gone?! What?! Tell me that's not true! It's just a dream right? A very very bad dream. I wanna wake up God, please"

My Mom died in Malang. RSI Dinoyo at 11pm. Her body sent by plane from Surabaya to Bandung. Then use ambulance. Nguiing nguiing nguiing. I was trauma by that sound.
The body came, I couldn't see her face because everything about bath and "pengkafanan" has done in Malang.
Soon, we go to Tanjungsari to cemetery. My Mom rest in peace beside my grandpa's grave. Goodbye Mom, I always love ! :)

The last time I saw her is on April, celebrate her last birthday in hospital. 45 years old.
I don't know why she's gone too fast. Leave me. Leave my sis and bros. Leave my dad.
Til this time I can't face the reality :')